this past year, i think i've grown to become a very very sensitive person.. i dont know why, but it's seems that i always lose my patience in everything. and everyone.. hhmm..how time can change a person.. is it the time? or is it the people who i hang out with that changed me? they say, the people who are the closest to you represents yourself. so, if u reverse that, that should mean that i have became like the people close to me.. are they like that too?

a couple years ago, i used to be this patient girl, who never protests, who takes whatever is given to her.. now, i always seem to get mad easily, protest at everything, even with mom & dad.. i don't think i like being this way, but i just can help it..

sometimes i wish i could go back to the times when everything was nice, no quarrelling, no fighting, no feeling sad or left out..

is that what i just said? hhmm.. maybe that's probably why i easily get upset nowadays.. i'm feeling really left out..

i mean, i've always felt left out my whole life, with my friends, my bestfriends, even my relatives.. but i've never felt left out with my boyfriend.. until now..

yeah.. i guess that's why.. he doesn't care for me as much..

what should i do????